Sometimes I think I’ll never find anyone again. I think that I found the person who was meant for me and I just fucked it up. How do I fix something that can’t be fixed?
I had another dream about you last night. My heart refuses to forget you but my mind barely even knows you anymore. I love what we had.
Sooooo like…last night I had a mixer at my house because one of my housemates are on the club soccer team. They mixed with the Cortland Dance Company. It was so fun and just like a fucking awesome party. BUT so like this girl I’ve had a crush on since freshman year of college used to dance, and she texted me at like 1:00 in the morning asking if I had Dance Company at my house and saying she was pissed she didn’t come and stuff. This may not seem like a big deal to anyone, but I’ve liked her for 2 years and this was legit the first time she’s ever texted me first which was awesome. I just always thought she was never that into me at all, so I didn’t even bother for the most part. ANYWAYS…it was so sweet, and it made my night, AFTER I already had a completely dope night. I mean…she didn’t answer my text today and gave me the read receipt treatment so that was cool, but I don’t even care. I’m amped.
Saosin - Seven Years
this is still the sickest song